Vaca

Oh my life.. It is time for vacation and I cannot even wait!! I am quite excited to be with my boyfriend, and then to be with his family :) I am so excited! I am done with work until Sunday...  Monday I will be going back to work, but let me tell you I am ready to do nothing but rest relax and love Nicholas :D I am praying for good weather  so that he can come up and we can drive back safely :) 

     <3 man I love him! 

Well... I am going to watch some walking dead until Amberlyn is here so that I can put y grill together! I am so excited!!! 

Well...off to give myself nightmares :)

Life changes...

Wow! So much has changed since I last wrote in this (obviously.. It's almost 2014) ... 

I've moved to Maine, got a boyfriend who is Amazing to say the least, working at Arby's and... Well pretty much just living life...

This last week has been so stressful though and sometimes I just... Idk! I try to help people and I am the one who gets screwed! I would like to name a book I write about my life "yes it is true no good deed goes unpunished!" Because it is pretty much the story of life.. *shugs*

While life is frustrating I am thankful I atleast have the ability to be frustrated... I Could be dead and then I wouldn't feel anything and be no help to anyone... O_o  (feeling morbid tonight) 

     Long story short I hate when you think you do the right thing for someone and then it turns out you were so wrong, and well it just doesn't turn out the way you expected -_- I fail at life sometimes lol.. But at the end of the day... My friends are both still alive and well I see my boyfriend in 2 sleeps so life is good.. Who knows what tomorrow will bring but i am going to trust God that whatever happens no matter how frustrating it may be, that he has my back, my front and my sides .... Oy Lord help me from screwing up more then I already have...