Monday, December 21, 2009

That is the way it is...

ok, so back to life...since i couldn't write about it yesterday since i was so pissed off..*Sigh* BUT ANYWAY :::
I came to the Bennett's last night. but not b4 awesomely hanging w/ Mat,Tonya, and Dan :) I had so much fun...just like the old days i couldn't even believe it! We even listened to "believe in a thing called love" from The darkness..^_^It was one of the best days i've had in a long time =D!!I am having a bit of a hard time w/ some decisions i've had to make..I hate hurting people, but it seems that's all i'm good at as of late...but at least where I am it'll be ok and...that's all that matters currently.
I want to help people, I want to be there for people..but if they aren't willing to do what God wants them to do then it doesn't matter...nothing will change! All I know is My God loves me..and he loves you and that we need to live for him..and that he is my strength, and w/e is going on he is stronger then my yesterdays and he holds me close today...and man he has my future.. :) I'm also confused on some advice I got, and the fact that...i'm just not sure if it was good advice.. *Sigh* IM CONFUSED AND LOST <3

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