Sometimes the pain we are going through at the time...is just the thing we need. This sucks for me a lot, and i'm not saying it doesn't hurt for him. I think that he has made mistakes, but people don't need to badger him for it. I understand they want to stick up for me, they are my friends but...I wish they could see what they are doing to the friendship we are trying to salvage from this pain...
God is in control of it all right? if he wanted us together then either we would be or we will be. as far away from our sights as it is that's the truth. and I am completely in the knowledge that he is our all sufficient creator and when he wants something to happen it will happen...wither it's the easy way or the hard way..
Saying that...I am hurting..guys im hurting a lot, this was hard for me..but it's also showing me that I can truthfully say Christ is my sufficiency, and that when im in pain he is there HE IS ALWAYS THERE....and for that I thank Jef more then anything because it is truly giving me the chance to....show what im made of so to speak.
NOW on to less depressing news...I cannot believe im going to be 22 tomorrow (the 9th) eww..I feel so old sometimes lol! But my sister is coming over and i am so pumped! Ya know..just want to throw it out there..while this whole thing has been going on ive been listening to mostly if not all praise music and it's just...so uplifting to know how much Christ cares, and loves us.....
anyway i just wanted to chuck that your way ;)
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