I can't even express the...emotions inside right now..it's almost like..idiotic..frustration plus Joy..because even though it may be wrong i get a certain joy out of knowing that finally they realized guess what YOU SCREWED up. and the truth is..I couldn't even tell you if it's genuine or not because you lied so much that it's like Is this real emotion or just big talk for everyone to see and make you look like a good guy!!!! And to think that you thought that YOU ALMOST KILLED ME..do you not get it..I learned a long time ago not to make men my world. the only thing in my world is Christ and he is the top dog..the only dog as far as im concerned! Im so thankful for my Christian friends who are living for Christ and help me day by day not grow bitter and realize what I have in Christ. The amazing truth is I dont need anyone else but Christ. How AMAZING IS THAT! Im just so frustrated right now i dont even know what to think..but its so amazing to be able to get it out like this..just let it flow and know that God...knows already *sigh*Who condemns us but Christ..who am I to condemn, i am no one..but someone who must forgive and love..because thats who Christ calls me to be...
even if it hurts like heck sometimes
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