Thursday, December 3, 2009

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is

WOW..that's what God's been telling me lately..if i say I trust him, and I act like everything EVERY little thing is driving my emotions, and I live by those emotions what kind of person am i being?a hypocrite..and a girl ;) lol but more then that a hypocrite. My God is in control of it all and i need to get over myself and deal with that...I'm quite frustrated because, currently it seems like Jef and I will not be able to chill on my birthday =\ which hurts a bit because that's what I really REALLY wanted to do, chill w/ my bestie and Jef...but *Shrugs* we will see..Im asking my madre if she can get him, and i'll give her some money..more then whats needed because, hey why not she would do that for me then she deserves money. If that doesnt happen that idk what im going to do, because it kinda bothers me.. a little bit that i dont do anything or have any fun on my birthday..:( BUT i will have great joy because if i terry, and if the Lord of course does I Will have another year, say another day to tell people about Christ and uplift him...
:)

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