*slams head*a lot of things have been going on....UGH! and I cant even explain to you what it's doing to me..little things really.little things that should do nothing but guess what..they are hurting me more then you could ever know..OK! so banquet is coming up right? a thing where like the guy asks the girl its like..an alternative to prom..i suppose you could say..ANYWAY...so I want to go w/ Kevin ...I know it, im sure he knows it..everyone EVERYONE knows it...but i digress... yesterday he was like I need to ask you an awkward question i was like..he's like it's going to seem odd...and then was like da da rambling and we walked towards the water and I thought..truthfully he was going to ask me..but then he asked me to take a couple pictures of him -_-...*sigh* FAIL! lol..I felt like such an idiot but welcome to my life..aye? lol anyway...yeah so its been pretty touch and go on that one...and pretty much either were really happy w/ eachother for a while and then at eachothers necks..im not quite sure whats going on with us as friends but its weird...Im really starting to like him again which is bothering me because I thought it was ok...I guess im going to have to spend less time w/ him again because its hurting A LOT...but like..how do you spend less time w/ someone whose one of your best friends, your ministry team leader...and who your bound to see .....UGHS *slams head*....and the other day when I was sleeping he was like"please princess sarah wake up" and other stupid things like that THAT SHOULDNT MEAN A THING BUT GUESS WHAT THEY DO.....
Im just a stupid girl i know that..and sometimes it just really...frustrates me...I dont know how much longer I can deal w/ this truthfully..it hurts a lot :(
UGHS But God is in control and I know through him I can do anything!
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