ARG

You know..Im not going to lie....im a lot frustrated right now...a "frined" of mine...hasnt been hanging with me lately..and i was wondering if everything was ok w/ her...so we were sitting in the lounge and I asked her if it was ok if we used her comp..(after Kevin asked me to) and...so I did..and she was like well it wasnt plugged in....we ended up using mine and I got a text that said"Im so sick of you not hanging out w/ me and then usuing me" and im just sitting there like what the flip...she was like yeah..I gave you some space like I thought you needed and then blah blah freken blah...I just answered back..."WOW SORRY MY FRIEND TRIED TO COMMITT SUICIDE THURSDAY AND THEN MY FRIEND DIED FRIDAY...YEAH SORRY IM NOT GIVING YOU ALL MY FREKEN ATTENTION"LIKE WHAT THE JUNK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO..Im sorry Im mourning..God forbid someone does that right?!
I AM SO PISSED OFF!! I can't even believe it..like freken aye...dude I dont even know Im just so mad i cant even get over it..
Im so sick of this 17 year old high school drama crap..WE ARE NOT IN HIGHSCHOOL EVERYTHING IS NOT ABOUT YOU!! GET OVER YOURSELF...
*breathes* im sorry..im sorry..anyway the rest of my day was good..b4 that crap happened..my friends Luke, and Kevin we watched a movie, played some halo..and then watched another movie..I really do love my friends and how they are there for me when I need them...Lukes getting baptized tommorrow and I cannot even wait to watch that ^_^ Praise the LORD!
Anyway...
IM DONE im going to bed..I havent slept in a long time and i dont need to deal w/ this right now -_- it will not turn out well..I just needed to vent..
IM OFF TO BED
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