AHHHHHHH

here is my frustration...
I dont know if im going to be able to go to the school that im completely in love w/...and that God has shown me thus far that I need to....*slams head*...and now i dont know if i can because they dont have somewhere for me to stay now because someone messed it up and i dont have the money it seems like..its just so frustrating because i know..or thought i knew God had me there..and this is 2days before..what else am i supposed to do?!?!
....i am truly trying not to flip out..but i dont know what else i would do..or where i would go..i cannot stay home i will flip out...my parents dont want me here and im ok w/ that because i dont want to be here
sorry..i know i am flipping out but COME ON...*sigh*
I know..i need to trust God i need to know that he is in control and that he has my best interests..and that he never will do anything to hurt me...
*slam*