yay

wow! Long weekend! I counseled..and im not sure if i said before counseling, how much i didnt want to counsel but let me just share with you that i didnt want to ..and i wasnt afraid to let people know..man my attitude was so horrible going in to the whole thing..I just knew that something was going to go wrong and i would end up being like c..i told you i shouldnt and be a jerk..*Sigh* lol God really did work on my patience this weekend but you know what im so thankful he did! a lot of things are going on..a lot of things going on..and oh the hurt for some of the girls and what they are going through..*sigh* God is working and sadly so is satan...he makes it so easy for those girls to realize that ....they can have the time of their "lives" And no consequences will come out of it..sadly we all know thats one big lie....
I gave my testimony infront of atleast 404 snow campers and like...200 0r 300 staff..they were the most nerve racking moments b4 ...but then when i got to it..wow God gave me so much peace..and thats when i realized he really wanted me doing it..not for myself, but of course to bring glory to him..which i love to do...UGH! SO GOOD God showed me so much of my stupidity this weekend im so..happy :)