Walk all over me..

ARG.
Im not quite sure why people decided to be idiots today it seems like everyone is deciding to be a jerk today...it's a little frustrating..like Kevin was asking me what I wanted to do w/ my future..after 2nd year..and then after I answered he promptly shot it all down..and im just sitting there like what in the freken world..and i asked him if we could talk about something else and he starts talking about it again..and im like WHAT THE FLIP..so i walked away and then he walks by..oh im sorry if i hurt you..I Didnt get to ask him if he really was or if he just was saying it to get me off his case but i rather not start crap...and then my"friend" when i walked out of the library gave me this huge attitude and was like what are you doing here..and i was like um study hours and he was like arent you campused..and i was like no...and he was like well then why did u go out of classes and i was like cuz i did...and i did classes online..and then he was like so your campused you should be in your room..what the flip...then i asked him if he was ok and he gives me this attitude...im really getting sick of this..can i deal w/ a 2nd year of people treating me like this..Maybe kevin was right I am a doormat..and i let people walk all over me...im getting sick of it im not going to lie..but i dont know how to change it..like thats my major problem..you can be sick of anything but unless you know what do w/ it...i guess you cant complain...
heh anyway.... the banquet was last night and that in itself was a wonderful time...really it was...let me just say it's been stressful but..God is good..I dont know how longim going to be able to do this for....but God gives strength