-_- ugh...
so yesterday...was a great day! I hung out w/ the bennett's all day how could it not be?! lol...but let me tell you...getting back here just shows me how frustrated I am and how easy it is to get frustrated with people....when they ditch me..like man thats really hard...I have felt so ditched lately..and people start making jokes about how nice it would be here without me like..sometimes i feel like they really want to say that they just dont because they dont want to "upset me" IM SICK OF IT anyway.....Today is most likely going to be a bad day but im going to try to make it good anyway..it's kind of like.....i dont even know how to explain how bad it is so far i just feel like crying but I guess it doesn't matter does it...
no one here cares and thats what gets me most..we are all supposed to be christians who care but truthfully..no one here really cares i dont think..except maybe a few kids and the deans...
it's hard realizing this but I guess everyone has to come to their own conclusion that your never going to make everyone happy so why trying making anyone happy..i guess thats bad theology..but i dont care right now..
im going to go eat lunch sit by myself until i have to work...or maybe i'll go back to bed..either way i dont care anymore...
im done w/ him...im done w/ them and im most certainly dont here....
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