God

Wow...
let me just tell you..its been a crazy weekend once again...My friend a really...really good friend left =[ and it was probably the saddest day of my time here at the B.I so far....I tried to talk her out of it but she just wouldnt listen..im a bit frustrated that she thinks she is doing the right thing..i mean how can you think your doing the right thing when your going against everything...You've learned so much..you've done so well..things are going not so great...TRUTH it happens to everyone.you have to finish well..what other choice do you have?! Our God has given us this opportunity...to start well and even if we dont start well to finish well! AND WHY WOULD YOU QUIT?!?! 2 weeks..I know it would be a hard 2 weeks but man..God has so much he could have done *sighs* I just...I wish people would trust more..I mean yeah i know I have a problem with it..trust me i know that but IM STILL HERE YOU KNOW?!
It can be so hard sometimes to be in this place..but you know...#1-its better then being in a lot of places we could be...and #2-if you are growing and doing good and God is keeping you here for a reason OK!
your not here just for good times..
UGH *slams head*
God is a sovereign God..I have no choice but to trust