Have you ever been ready for something to be over so badly..and yet part of you wants it to continue...*shrug* I am ready to be done word of life that is for sure. So i wonder to myself..why if it's so important to finish well...is it so hard..and maybe that's just why...*Shrug* I don't know i feel like things are going crazy like im in the way and that i just cant do the right things..i frustrate everyone and i should just quit trying..is it satan or truth?! *Shrug* I have so much to pack and i feel like im going to forget something and it's going to be to bad because i have no where to put it ya know...*shrug* O well i guess it doesn't really matter...
I was reading Romans the other day and it just...wow it just hit me hardcore..but like *shrug* i don't know..i get it how good God is and such but like..sometimes..i don't want to care and that is so wrong i know..
I've been having mad issues sleeping..and so ive been taking sleeping pillz..and they've been working really great quite honestly but im getting sick of the effects and so i think im not going to take them anymore..and im a bit nervous about telling my dc..and im a bit nervous about not being able to sleep....BLAH
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