Break has been going interestingly so far! Exorcising every day, as well as quiet time. so spirit and body getting exorcise, i am anyway. Already things are going on that would make it very easy for me to stop believing, to stop thinking that God is in control. But then I hold myself back to the fact that my God knows everything, and that he is a God of order and control. He knows what he's doing and I am so thankful for that...Im a little nervous about some things going on but like i said before my God is a good God and i know that he can be trusted....we are reading Revelation in our Quiet times, and it's so exciting..not to see the end of the world or the end times i supposed, but you know, the fact that no matter whats going on God has it in his hands..God has it so that he knows all of it.My birthday is pretty soon (the 9th) and i am quite pumped...my friend..(good friend) doesn't have 500$$ to get his car fixed and it looks like we might not be able to hang on my birthday which would hurt a lot..but I guess sometimes God makes things happen....I just haven't decided if he's trying to tell me something or you know maybe this is just satan doing what he does best trying to confuse....us :( Lord if you could make this obvious..itd be so amazing....
I love you so much Lord, and im so thankful for the fact that you are holding all things in control...its amazing <3 <3 <3 I also ask that you give me contentment if i cant get to chill w/ Jef on my birthday, or anytime soon...
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