wow...Everything has been going so much differently lately..not sure what to think of it..all of a sudden i dont feel like an idiot all the time..but i am going through some pretty bad withrdrawl..which sucks but it's ok because it is all going to get better..cold turkey is better then going off it slowly..since I Shouldnt be doing it anyway aye?im so tired and im dizzy and i feel like puking and not eating but at the same time i want to eat but im afraid to throw up..but then I Never throw up..it's just the feeling ya know? B-L-A-H I hate it...
a couple more days and im back to wolbi...odd thought you know..it feels like this break has been forever..and in a way it has been..I cannot wait to see my friends again and just hug them and love them! I hope they all are having good breaks..I mean i know its not possible that all of them did and or are but still you can pray for it right?
anyway..im off i think im going to read and then take a nap..my body hates me so much right now im not even going to lie...
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