tell me the truth

I need to get something off of my chest....
#1-how can you claim to be a Christian..and yet tell me you love me, and hate me..and that you think im not a Christian because i wont date you...then MONTHS later when i try to make things right( WHEN I DID NOTHING WRONG ) you call me a tumor and dis me again..and then on top of that talk to all the people i know and love just to get to me...
#2-GROW UP AHHHHHHHHHh
-_-...sorry I really needed to get that out..not that anyone really reads this anyway but..it's a good way for me to vent ha..im getting my tattoo fixed tomorrow PTL...i am so sick of looking at it the way it is..hopefully she can fix my butterfly one as well but if not..i will just have to pay full price to get that fixed which would be saddening to me lol..but its special to me so..i want to get that fixed...im excited to get mine fixed up..im nervous because i got burned with her once..but i do love her, and i just really want to be proud of her when i show her off you know? which is going to happen since shes ON MY LEG ha...:) ...hmmm God has been so good to me today..I had a huge no soda drinking headache. so i had a little bit of coffee and it made me feel a lot better...spent some time in Gods word today and just loving it! I watched LAink pretty much all day,after i did dishes and laundry..i felt like a bum but i really did a bit of work..lets see..i have to work on my room tomorrow..getting ready for college and all...Im going to be in New Hampshire until school starts with my friend Sheila and i am so pumped about that! it is going to be 3 weeks of complete crazy fun...and w000t i am so excited!! :)

That's it..for the day lol im waking up early in the a.m..9 for the tat fix so..;) here we go lovey doves...so thankful for this girl fixing it for 30bucks..thats not bad at all <3
ENDING ON A LOVELY NOTE
-Lovely- HA

He is so faithful

TODAY
was a great day! I Went to the island..and got to see my friends! Oh how exciting to see how God is working in the lives of my friends on the island, and in these teen girls lives!! HOW THEY CHANGE.. It was really really cool! got to sit under the teaching of wise men of God..so good just to hear the lessons again. i've heard some of them before but oh what God teaches you when you are really listening and want to learn from his word..it was so key to me today...
:::that all I can do is abide...that's all I have strength to do..and even that strength is from him::: praise the Lord that he has such power and strength..to give us power and strength <3.....
Going home tomorrow...I don't want to. id love to stay in North Hudson forever, or hey maybe at the island with my friends for the last 2 weeks..but that isn't what God has for me..and I am excited to see what the rest of the summer brings. and the good God has in it for me :)...for I KNOW he is faithful..even when im not :)
<3