What are you doing with ur summer

W-O-W summer has just started..and let me tell you ALREADY I have seen what God has been doing and the start of his work in me..and it's exciting/scary all at the same time! We had bible hour with John Boquet this week...and he really challenged us to get something to God. and i really chose my body..Um i feel like sometimes we use everything B-U-T the very bodies we have to serve God..because honestly thats the biggest battle..I had a really hard time yesterday but i took out my gauges yesterday night. I cried...and i was frustrated but i really do believe that God has me to do that and so I want to allow my whole body to serve him..and NO I DONT THINK GAUGES ARE WRONG..nor do i think that they are sinful..i love them...a (LOT) and am a bit broken hearted that they are out but...I promised God and he has shown me this..I do NOT want to miss a chance to speak about Gods love because I have huge holes in my ears..maybe people wont listen...or maybe you know it'll be a better ministry if i dont have them...i just...i dont know all i know right now is that i feel like its an important thing and i want to follow God..f you could pray for me this summer and all the island staff honestly..that we would do what God has us to do. that we dont follow what is easiest for us, or allow things to take hold of us that shouldnt...*nods* thats the summer so far....i go back a bit late for 2nd week but thats ok i'll have 7 weeks after this lol...<3