Frustrated? Yes....annoyed...yes? i'm not really sure what to do at this moment in time. I knew it would happen, and i'm kinda...regretting it ya know...I Just am starting to feel so useless here like they don't really need me/don't really want me. it's a stupid feeling to have since i know it's really not true but, non the less my mind is stabbing it in to me one tear at a time? ha! no i haven't cried should i have? most def but alas that is the major difference now isn't it..what one is supposed to do and then in turn what they actually end up doing... I'm no longer working the job that i adore..they are putting me in dish pit..a constant reminder you aren't here...and that I am....
*sigh*
Lord,
help me to find a good attitude in whats going on in my life. I know you bring all things Lord to my plate that i can handle because you are an honest, amazing God that loves me for who I am. I need your help to grow closer to you daily, in all the areas i fail in..Thank you Lord for your strength even when it hurts I love you so much Lord
Amen
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ReplyDeletethats how I was feeling there too, Useless. I felt like I could actually be doing something with my time instead of just doing something there that I know would be covered if I wasn't there. lol.
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