starting life anew...

Maybe this is  a little bit of an exaggeration, seeing as I mean...I only got engaged, and moved, but still..life has been pretty crazy lol..
 YES THAT'S RIGHT! I got engaged on December 7th. what a crazy thing am i right?!?! I feel so....idk how i feel honestly ...lol
well anyway....it was beautiful and I cannot wait to be Mrs.Sarah Ford. what a fun thing. Sarah Lynn Ford. I love it already ;)
 anyways....
I moved from Ny, to Maine, and now...to Connecticut. I feel like I am just going to continue moving forever (ok ok i hope to settle myself down for more then 6months at a time but for right now this will just have to do ;) ) ...I am so thankful though to have the room i currently have. for the 6 months before Nicholas and I get married....I feel like a loser I really need to set all my stuff up, so that I can not be in the way or making a mess of the room that I am living in. currently there is just a massive amount of clothes and boxes...-_-...i do not approve.
ANYWAY..( i am rambling because i am so tired )
tonight I got to go to my first Justified youth church with my fiance. He is the youth pastor. It was so exciting to see teens listen to him, and to see how much they loved him was cool :) I also loved hearing him preach. That was probably the most exciting for me just to be able to hear his passion for the gospel. hmm...anyway
 I am going to be living in CT now, and i am very interested to see what God has planned for Nicholas and i in this comming New year.
 I am so thankful He brought us hear safely to start together..
 Have i mentioned I am excited to be his wife ;)
 ....I am putting myself to bed before i make even less sence then i do now

Rant(ish)

Hmm...

Let me tell you sometimes I get so frustrated with the way things work out... Friends betray friends, bfs and gfs cheat on each other ... So much has been happening lately o-0 oy

 My friends found out I am probably leaving soon and now they are starting to freak out ... Fighting with each other nothing good quite honestly... Blah I just want them to enjoy their little time left with me instead they are freaking out :/ blah

... It's ok everything will resolve itself I am sure.. Now I will watch walking dead until I am the walking dead ha 

Thanksgiving weekend

This weekend was a lot of fun... I really enjoyed spending time with my boyfriend and his family! He is an awesome guy... And his family is so wonderful :D 

    We went from Maine to Connecticut on Thursday morning...got there at 2:30ish, then spent the night and the next day in ct. On Saturday we decided to go back to Maine, and it took significantly less time.. :)

We hung out went to church and then he left me :( 

 He will be back this weekend but ugh lol!!! 

Anyway, I love him!!! 

Vaca

Oh my life.. It is time for vacation and I cannot even wait!! I am quite excited to be with my boyfriend, and then to be with his family :) I am so excited! I am done with work until Sunday...  Monday I will be going back to work, but let me tell you I am ready to do nothing but rest relax and love Nicholas :D I am praying for good weather  so that he can come up and we can drive back safely :) 

     <3 man I love him! 

Well... I am going to watch some walking dead until Amberlyn is here so that I can put y grill together! I am so excited!!! 

Well...off to give myself nightmares :)

Life changes...

Wow! So much has changed since I last wrote in this (obviously.. It's almost 2014) ... 

I've moved to Maine, got a boyfriend who is Amazing to say the least, working at Arby's and... Well pretty much just living life...

This last week has been so stressful though and sometimes I just... Idk! I try to help people and I am the one who gets screwed! I would like to name a book I write about my life "yes it is true no good deed goes unpunished!" Because it is pretty much the story of life.. *shugs*

While life is frustrating I am thankful I atleast have the ability to be frustrated... I Could be dead and then I wouldn't feel anything and be no help to anyone... O_o  (feeling morbid tonight) 

     Long story short I hate when you think you do the right thing for someone and then it turns out you were so wrong, and well it just doesn't turn out the way you expected -_- I fail at life sometimes lol.. But at the end of the day... My friends are both still alive and well I see my boyfriend in 2 sleeps so life is good.. Who knows what tomorrow will bring but i am going to trust God that whatever happens no matter how frustrating it may be, that he has my back, my front and my sides .... Oy Lord help me from screwing up more then I already have...